I really don’t know what these people want from me… I DON’T know anything. I DON’T have anything.
Because of what happened, I was advised by my country’s ambassador to IMMEDIATELY leave Shanghai. It was in the middle of the semester at school. My (highly expensive foreign student) tuition fee was fully paid. I was doing well in school and was already supposed to transfer to Shanghai Conservatory (under a scholarship) the following year. I had already built a good social status. I was, for once in my life, sincerely happy! Away from all the destructions… I mean, distractions that my crazy family brings. I was free to be myself and therefore, I didn’t want to leave…but I had to. I had to. I had to.